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It really sucks when some hot porn is hidden behind a friends lock and as much as you want it you don't really want it badly enough to friend anyone. :-| I'm not part of that fandom, I don't intend to be, I just occasionally want some nice smutty NC-17 Dub-con that you just don't GET in the PoT fandom. Not because we can't write it, but it really just doesn't suit the characters. I've written NC-17 Dub/non-con and it embarrasses me when I look at them. Of course I get embarrassed about my Buffy fic a lot of which is me taking out my issues on Xander so.... ^^;; And I've had one of those *recced*.

Though granted, Tribes of Blight was kinda cool.... and given my inability to name things now I'm kinda surprised at my titles. I mean, how the hell did I come up with 'Tribes of Blight' which totally fit the fic when now I'm lucky to come up with a random ass title? It was probably the drugs. It's funny, the migraines inspired me, the drugs stifled me, and yet I needed the drugs to live.

My Dad might be going on neurontin for his shingles, he's interested to see how much they put him on. I think it'd be a little disturbing to see what happens to him while he's on neurontin. I know I wasn't myself while I was on it, and my entire family acknowledges that I'm a lot more emotional (for better or worse) and aware off the drugs.

Ah, well, I should sleep. mahoubunnybellis gonna show up some time tomorrow. O_o No clue what we're gonna do.

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Had some entertaining dreams last night involving Yukimura, Fuji, and various permutations thereof. I can't really remember then now, though there was this really good one that also had Momo and Kaidoh that I really wanted to remember, but sadly, cannot. :-(

The only one I can sort of remember had something to do with... a city? Anyway, my consciousness was Fuji, and we were in some sort of walled city. There were 4 hallways through the wall, and they all led somewhere special. Sort of like another world for each hall? I don't know. Then there was a 5th hidden hallway, which lead to 'The Factory'. And every once in a while something would come through the hallway, I think it was a person, but they were more of a pet? (Serves me right for reading slave fic before bed) Anyway, Fuji had some how come to learn that there was something/one coming through later that day. Now he knew where the hidden hallways was before, but now he cannot remember and he cannot find it.

Fuji calls Yukimura, who had come through the hallway but was a normal person just like the rest of them, and asks him about it. Yukimura tells him where to find the hallway and then asks him to board it up once he's retrieved who ever is coming through. The reason he asks is because everyone who comes through the hallway eventually goes back, and there's no way for people to follow?

It gives Fuji the willies.

Anyway, the dream ends when he reaches the hallway, but I have a feeling that Fuji was gonna end up with one of those fucked up endings to the story, that the hallway wasn't disgorging anyone but Fuji could see a person just a little further in and ended up chasing after them... But the hallway is like a Mobius loop, and Fuji ends up back where he started, except he's come out of the hallway now and....

Well, no idea what happens after that, or what the hallway does to people. ^^;;; My dreams can be predicted up to a point. It's like I know the red door will save me, or that if I dive into the water there will be sharks.

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Earth was a strange place to Chinen, despite his 14 years of living on it.

( alien!chinen a little more serious then I meant it to be )

 

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I am not to waste money on doujinshi. I am not to waste money on doujinshi. I do not have money to waste on doujinshi. I swore I wouldn't buy any until I was back in school. No more wasting money on doujinshi

But goddamn. I can't help looking.

Srsly. Even though I own one of those already. It'd be worth 36 dollars for all of that. Of course, then I'd have to pay for it to be shipped to the US, which would cost more.

T___________________T Chitose-sensei....

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Dammit. I know there are people out there who'll swear by first gen. but .... Dammit! I miss second cast!!!!! Scuse me while I go watch DL3.

XD Chosen because, I started Rikkaimyu, and then remembered that it's... kinda boring. ^^;; And I debated Rokkakkumyu, but I've burned that off. XD And then I'm like 'wait, DL3 is still on my computer'. Why is DL3 still here you ask? BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING

While I'll admit Takki and Seto, or Tuti and Nagayan make FAR better Golden Pair's, Zukki and Adachi are so ADORABLE. And Shinpei cannot measure up to the amazing and cute and SQUEAZABLE that is Kaji. Though I do hate teh fauxhawk. And Tomo-chan, you're adorable, but in no way shape or FORM could you top Kujirai as Kaidoh. Kujirai is keysmashably good.

And then there's our adorable little Yanagi. ....god he's cute. I'm sorry Doori, but you're not Yanako, and I cannot love you as much as I love him. :-( Though I'll let you top Minukeami. Which makes me wonder about Yanagi topping Endo. I bet he could. I bet Endo would let him. ....I bet I have a plotbunny ready to jump out and bite my ass.

And Masei.... Masei you just.... I don't even know how I remember you. Sure I spent ages trying to figure out which one Adachi and Araki were, because I got them mixed up, but dammit I learned. And I learned for a REASON. Masei, you just aren't sexy darling. Araki is. Araki is cute and dorky and AAAAAAAAAH THE BUTT WIGGLE.

Goddammit, I just remembered that Araki voiced Zaizen. I think I need to go back to the OVA after this and listen REALLY HARD.

Waaaaa. Nikki! Juu! You should be online so I can FLAIL at you and you can INSPIRE me!!!!!!!

Though second cast did not have Irei. :-(

Edit: DAMMIT! I started crying before Shirota!

Barely.