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Dec. 14th, 2006 06:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kat8cha...Today's one of those days. ~bashes head on little table~ If it wasn't for the fact I tossed all my ugly beige clothes I'd be wrapped up in those, lol. I used to wear a lot of beige or white, because when the migraine's hit I would need light clothes, and hell even COLOR made my skin itch. Hence the white. Beige was for those days I wanted to disappear. I became this pudgy beige lump of wallflower. I looked in the mirror on one of those days (after I started becoming more aware of my appearance) and thought 'blech'. That was the stage in my life where I decided 'fuck what everyone else thinks, if I decide to be cute then I'm damn well Cute!' But I'm in gray's today. 3 shades of it. And my sweater which I haven't worn in ages is full of hair. >_< (I shed)
I took a walk to kill the migraine, and I picked up some lollipops, a 20 Oz Coke and pizza for lunch. Pizza tasted good.... but I probably should have checked the ingredients. My headaches back. ~sigh~ Stouffer's didn't USED to have MSG so I've gotten so used to trusting their food. :-\
Sorta just want to crawl into bed and die. It's looking really appetizing. Specially as my head starts to swim. *_* I should probably medicate. But I HATE medicating. Which is one sign that I'm in a bad migraine. I used to fight tooth and nail to get away from the med's when I was like, raging at a level 9 migraine. (Pain scale of 1-10, I've only once reached what I termed '10' and that was after an appendectomy.)
Have lollipops. Mango flavored one's. I'm hoping my stomach'll settle so I can try it.
Also - I need a way to market my brain. ~sigh~ It's sorta sad that I have this eclectically spongy brain and I absorb all sorts of shit.... and have no way to sell it. I need money, and I need a job and... I should go redo my resume. ~SIGH~ I'm not gonna do that now though. Too much pain.
I took a walk to kill the migraine, and I picked up some lollipops, a 20 Oz Coke and pizza for lunch. Pizza tasted good.... but I probably should have checked the ingredients. My headaches back. ~sigh~ Stouffer's didn't USED to have MSG so I've gotten so used to trusting their food. :-\
Sorta just want to crawl into bed and die. It's looking really appetizing. Specially as my head starts to swim. *_* I should probably medicate. But I HATE medicating. Which is one sign that I'm in a bad migraine. I used to fight tooth and nail to get away from the med's when I was like, raging at a level 9 migraine. (Pain scale of 1-10, I've only once reached what I termed '10' and that was after an appendectomy.)
Have lollipops. Mango flavored one's. I'm hoping my stomach'll settle so I can try it.
Also - I need a way to market my brain. ~sigh~ It's sorta sad that I have this eclectically spongy brain and I absorb all sorts of shit.... and have no way to sell it. I need money, and I need a job and... I should go redo my resume. ~SIGH~ I'm not gonna do that now though. Too much pain.
