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Jun. 15th, 2009 10:27 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kat8chaDaisy is not beautiful. Daisy is a corpse, a murdering lunatic corpse. The flaming beacon on his chest is definitive proof that Daisy is not dead, but Daisy knows that he is not alive. He is filled with 'dying will'. Daisy refuses to die.
Daisy does not find death beautiful. Death is ugly, and bloody, and gross, and amazing, and orgiastic. But it is not beautiful. Most things do not die beautifully, most die tragically ugly. But there are creatures, certain people, that can die beautifully.
The girl was not beautiful because she was pretty, she was beautiful because of the way her breaths would slow, and her wide eyes would flicker. The Vongola would all die beautifully, lovely, struggling agonizing seconds to delay death. This would be beautiful.
Daisy had a snap shot, a Polaroid taken at the scene, of the light fading from Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes. It was beautiful, it was glorious, it was the most beautiful thing Daisy had ever seen. Watching Sawada Tsunayoshi fly towards him, hands flaming behind him, and eyes wide but focused, Daisy knows his death is not going to be beautiful. He will decay, rot, fall to parts. He will lose, and Byakuran-san's plan will be ruined.
Daisy just hopes someone photographs Sawada Tsunayoshi's face when he finds out he has lost anyway. Because Daisy is a corpse already, death will not hold him long.
Daisy does not find death beautiful. Death is ugly, and bloody, and gross, and amazing, and orgiastic. But it is not beautiful. Most things do not die beautifully, most die tragically ugly. But there are creatures, certain people, that can die beautifully.
The girl was not beautiful because she was pretty, she was beautiful because of the way her breaths would slow, and her wide eyes would flicker. The Vongola would all die beautifully, lovely, struggling agonizing seconds to delay death. This would be beautiful.
Daisy had a snap shot, a Polaroid taken at the scene, of the light fading from Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes. It was beautiful, it was glorious, it was the most beautiful thing Daisy had ever seen. Watching Sawada Tsunayoshi fly towards him, hands flaming behind him, and eyes wide but focused, Daisy knows his death is not going to be beautiful. He will decay, rot, fall to parts. He will lose, and Byakuran-san's plan will be ruined.
Daisy just hopes someone photographs Sawada Tsunayoshi's face when he finds out he has lost anyway. Because Daisy is a corpse already, death will not hold him long.
