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Jan. 4th, 2010 02:19 amSo.
There's this woman.
There's always a woman.
Anyway, this woman runs a rec-list. And she... she was the woman who got me into PoT so many years ago. And I like her recs. Her fic choices are always good, and she's lead me to some awesome fanart. She's also reccing DJs now, but I can find those on my own...
And. I will never be on this woman's list. I have this sad, sad, unrealized dream that some day, some day, I'll look at her lists and go *there I am!* And smile.
...this dream is crushed every time I look at a fandom and find that she's reccing people I know, or fic I've read, or...
T_T I know. I know. I'm not even producing that much fic now, and none of it's star quality. And she seems to have moved out of 10051. She was into it during my first early months in the KHR fandom. She recs a lot of D18 now...
It's a sad, sad, unrealized dream.
There's this woman.
There's always a woman.
Anyway, this woman runs a rec-list. And she... she was the woman who got me into PoT so many years ago. And I like her recs. Her fic choices are always good, and she's lead me to some awesome fanart. She's also reccing DJs now, but I can find those on my own...
And. I will never be on this woman's list. I have this sad, sad, unrealized dream that some day, some day, I'll look at her lists and go *there I am!* And smile.
...this dream is crushed every time I look at a fandom and find that she's reccing people I know, or fic I've read, or...
T_T I know. I know. I'm not even producing that much fic now, and none of it's star quality. And she seems to have moved out of 10051. She was into it during my first early months in the KHR fandom. She recs a lot of D18 now...
It's a sad, sad, unrealized dream.
