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GRAH!!!!!!!!!!

Well. I was feeling better.

And now I am not.

Can I just crawl into bed and cry yet?

Edit: Okay. I totally don't want pity. But like, I want pity. I want to tell you all. And I hate feeling like this is ALL MY FUCKING FAULT. Like it's MY FUCKING FAULT when things go wrong and like I shouldn't be hurt by things that hurt me because OBVIOUSLY no one ELSE cares. And I hate feeling like I'm the ONLY one who feels hurt by these things. Like I'm totally too sensitive.

Well JESUS world. I'm SORRY for being fucking ME! Maybe I should just jump in front of a fucking truck so that I stop OFFENDING PEOPLE or SOMETHING.

 

No. I would not actually kill myself. Fuck off.

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Yamabuki Supporters DVD.

BEST HOUR OF MY WEEK. which has been crap, but still

*_* Oh Wada. I will bear your babies. I wants you madly, truly, I does.

And I can never remember Muromachi's actor/dancer's name! BUT I <333333333 HIM SO MUCH!!!!! *_*

And Aiba, you totally went after Kawabuki's nipple. >> THERE IS A REASON THEY CUT YOU ALMOST COMPLETELY OUT OF BACKSTAGES DORK.

WHY DO I HAVE NO YAMABUKI ICONS!!!! I WILL HAVE SOME DAMMIT!!!!!