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I have SO MUCH unfinished fic! WHY?!
Ah well, it'll all get wiped out at the next computer crash.
You know, I've come to realize that... I really don't want to friend people for their fic. o_o I mean, I hate, hate, hate, FLocked porn. I really do. The problem is that I want to read it, often enough. ><;;;
Actually, I feel awkward friending anyone now. Mainly b/c the people I want to friend aren't PoT and I know that my journal is (primarily) PoT. I was hoping, vaguely, that Reborn! would at least drag me down a little. (I'm still hoping.) I guess I feel really awkward saying to a Reborn! writer 'friend me so I can read your flocked porn please' even though it would be honest. I don't even know if I'll LIKE the person despite liking their fic. Though fic friendships tend to endure better than some OTHER internet friendships I've had to deal with. (Note - see 'people who I have loved and liked and who eventually I have realized are not the people I thought they were' or 'hearts I have broken b/c I am a careless selfish bitch')
Ah well, I do know that the BEST way for me to make my way into fandom is to get myself someone to fangirl.
Edit:
Explain this man's insanity to me. PLEASE.
Ah well, it'll all get wiped out at the next computer crash.
You know, I've come to realize that... I really don't want to friend people for their fic. o_o I mean, I hate, hate, hate, FLocked porn. I really do. The problem is that I want to read it, often enough. ><;;;
Actually, I feel awkward friending anyone now. Mainly b/c the people I want to friend aren't PoT and I know that my journal is (primarily) PoT. I was hoping, vaguely, that Reborn! would at least drag me down a little. (I'm still hoping.) I guess I feel really awkward saying to a Reborn! writer 'friend me so I can read your flocked porn please' even though it would be honest. I don't even know if I'll LIKE the person despite liking their fic. Though fic friendships tend to endure better than some OTHER internet friendships I've had to deal with. (Note - see 'people who I have loved and liked and who eventually I have realized are not the people I thought they were' or 'hearts I have broken b/c I am a careless selfish bitch')
Ah well, I do know that the BEST way for me to make my way into fandom is to get myself someone to fangirl.
Edit:
Explain this man's insanity to me. PLEASE.