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Okay, so, part of the problem is that the weather has changed and my room is WARM compared to how cool it's been. I live in the attic, so as soon as we hit 'warm' I hit 'ugh, stuffy'. Part of the problem is my room is a MESS which doesn't help the stuffyness. (No, srsly, a fucking mess, I live like a pig). Another part of the problem is that because it's warm I'm sleeping with less blankets (I get used to sleeping under all that weight) and with both windows open so I have a lot of noise (I hate. early morning. songbirds.)
But I hate hate hate being unable to sleep, and doing that god awful NOT FULFILLING SLEEP BUT HALF SLEEP dozing thing. -_-; And then waking up because my dream was unpleasant.
My family was having some form of... get together? I don't know, but we were all home, and my parents were out. Randomly, for some reason, this really, really, CUTE girl got dropped off at our house to help out/hang out/wait for her parents to pick her up. She was related to us... through our uncle, so she wasn't really. But there was this one scene in the dream where we were trying to figure out how she was related to us and what we should call her, and what she should call us. 'Aunt' or 'cousin'.
For some reason there was this box on one of the seats, filled with heavy duty braces? Like for teeth. (IDK) and she tripped over it, and was like 'who did those belong to?' and we were all like 'LOLZ MARIAN. SHE HATED THEM' and were all 'don't bring them up'. Except the braces had definitly been CHILDHOOD braces, and Marian has braces NOW.
And the cute girl smiled, and had braces too, and IDK, we were putting her in our laps even thoug she was in her early teens? How very pedo dream me...
Anyway, my brother started playing the piano... another weird thing since he DOESN'T play the piano, I don't think. But he was playing My Girl anyway, something my brother would never be caught dead playing, but all my sisters rushed over to sing, and I was like '...lawl, right' and went to check on the cute girl. She was all 'well, this is fun, if uncomfortable, but I wonder where my parents are'.
So I went to check out the front door, and there they were wandering down the street. Which was surprisingly well lit. And she was like 'oh!' and they were like 'uh huh' and she ran after them. And I was left going 'why the fuck didn't they come to the door'. Which apparently had something to do with me not turning on the outside lights... Except I wasn't aware I was SUPPOSED to have done that. And also, the front of my dream house is NOT the front of my house, since the hosue behind me looked like brick, and the sidewalk leading down from the house looked like small steps, and there was a lush, viny garden behind me, and lots of random ass lamps, which my house doesn't have. One of my neighbors came over to turn them on and be like 'yeah, miss I don't come down for church, this is why they didn't stop by. Which... yeah...
And then my dead, been dead for a few years now, grandfather comes over dressed like a postman and is like 'listen, rookie' and I wake up.
This is the... second time I've had a dream with my grandfather in it. I don't know why I'm dreaming about him, I don't particularly LIKE dreaming about him, and maybe this is why I keep dreaming about him.
But I hate hate hate being unable to sleep, and doing that god awful NOT FULFILLING SLEEP BUT HALF SLEEP dozing thing. -_-; And then waking up because my dream was unpleasant.
My family was having some form of... get together? I don't know, but we were all home, and my parents were out. Randomly, for some reason, this really, really, CUTE girl got dropped off at our house to help out/hang out/wait for her parents to pick her up. She was related to us... through our uncle, so she wasn't really. But there was this one scene in the dream where we were trying to figure out how she was related to us and what we should call her, and what she should call us. 'Aunt' or 'cousin'.
For some reason there was this box on one of the seats, filled with heavy duty braces? Like for teeth. (IDK) and she tripped over it, and was like 'who did those belong to?' and we were all like 'LOLZ MARIAN. SHE HATED THEM' and were all 'don't bring them up'. Except the braces had definitly been CHILDHOOD braces, and Marian has braces NOW.
And the cute girl smiled, and had braces too, and IDK, we were putting her in our laps even thoug she was in her early teens? How very pedo dream me...
Anyway, my brother started playing the piano... another weird thing since he DOESN'T play the piano, I don't think. But he was playing My Girl anyway, something my brother would never be caught dead playing, but all my sisters rushed over to sing, and I was like '...lawl, right' and went to check on the cute girl. She was all 'well, this is fun, if uncomfortable, but I wonder where my parents are'.
So I went to check out the front door, and there they were wandering down the street. Which was surprisingly well lit. And she was like 'oh!' and they were like 'uh huh' and she ran after them. And I was left going 'why the fuck didn't they come to the door'. Which apparently had something to do with me not turning on the outside lights... Except I wasn't aware I was SUPPOSED to have done that. And also, the front of my dream house is NOT the front of my house, since the hosue behind me looked like brick, and the sidewalk leading down from the house looked like small steps, and there was a lush, viny garden behind me, and lots of random ass lamps, which my house doesn't have. One of my neighbors came over to turn them on and be like 'yeah, miss I don't come down for church, this is why they didn't stop by. Which... yeah...
And then my dead, been dead for a few years now, grandfather comes over dressed like a postman and is like 'listen, rookie' and I wake up.
This is the... second time I've had a dream with my grandfather in it. I don't know why I'm dreaming about him, I don't particularly LIKE dreaming about him, and maybe this is why I keep dreaming about him.