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^_^ Hi everyone, sorry about spamming your flists yesterday. ^_^;;; gomen. Anyway, dinner's over and Marian, one of my older sister, is taking a test for Jeapordy. Now dinner tonight was fast food, and basically my Dad spent the whole time talking about his past. A lot of you are probably thinking that's boring but it's not! I mean... okay, for one thing *knowing* that your father was a stoner and did weirdass things when he wasn't that much older then you is funny! Plus my Dad's life would make either an awesome book or a screenplay!!! Marian thinks we should write one, since Dad's never going to.
And I got to thinking, that my life is going to be totally boring to my kids. I mean... it's not like I can say 'My job was to stand behind the airplane's holding a fire extinguisher' or tell stories about intercepted danish porn like my dad can. And I know that my life is like.... totally easy compared to everyone elses. ~sigh~ I don't even have a real job, or an idea about what I want to do. Besides working for the American Embassy in Japan. But that's like... never gonna happen. I'll have to do *really* well in my Japanese classes if I take them. And then get into the foreign service. With my medical needs how can I rely on that? ~sigh~ I'm a boring person. It's not like I'll be able to tell my kids about my exciting online fiction.... until they're at *least* 16.
And I got to thinking, that my life is going to be totally boring to my kids. I mean... it's not like I can say 'My job was to stand behind the airplane's holding a fire extinguisher' or tell stories about intercepted danish porn like my dad can. And I know that my life is like.... totally easy compared to everyone elses. ~sigh~ I don't even have a real job, or an idea about what I want to do. Besides working for the American Embassy in Japan. But that's like... never gonna happen. I'll have to do *really* well in my Japanese classes if I take them. And then get into the foreign service. With my medical needs how can I rely on that? ~sigh~ I'm a boring person. It's not like I'll be able to tell my kids about my exciting online fiction.... until they're at *least* 16.